What a good day! This is just a short story about pushing myself to be more creative and engaging with my loved ones as a path to overcoming burnout. I don’t have any answers, but I want to be happy.
I last painted or drew something at the start of this year. I had a few days off in December 2022 and when this year began I had all this motivation and energy to restart my art in 2023. I found this 1 Year Calendar for Art on Youtube, printed the schedules, and was ready to commit to getting better at my craft and being more creative. I didn’t want to share anything as they were mostly just ugly doodles, but I was getting things done.
Err– you might notice that this blog has been abandoned for over a year and that my social media is also being dead for some time. Well… yeah… I won’t go into details but let’s just summarize that my plans went down the toilet, I drew for like a week, and I’ve been feeling a little bit burned out on life.
Overcoming Burnout and Pushing Myself to Be Creative Again
Anyway. Today I went online with a friend on Zoom and we had coffee, chatted, and painted for a few hours. It was so much fun and refreshing! That was the start of my day and honestly, it really energized me more than I imagined it would. After my painting session, my husband and me went out to buy some stuff, and got myself a cheap table to have a dedicated place for creativity. As an introvert, sometimes going out and doing things on the weekend is dreadful– I’m so tired and drained from my work week that I just want to be in a cave and nap. This time it was so different, even with the rain and the chore-shopping! Art really energized me and I hope that doing just a small thing every day will change my life going forward. I think I need to push myself a little to do one creative thing per day. Even if it is writing a line, drawing a quick 5-minute doodle, or singing a song.
Before going out shopping, I told my husband about a video from Boby Chiu I watched a few years ago (sorry, I couldn’t find it but there are many helpful short videos of his in this playlist and maybe this is in that list somewhere). I don’t remember the details very well but it was mostly about doing better at art and that he changed his setup to make his art accessible. We go and do things that are easy and handy, so that’s almost always watching TV or playing video games, but art (almost always) has an extra step to prepare your area, set up, get all your supplies, and then start doing your thing. So we procrastinate. Hubby told me we had to get me a table to get all my artsy shit there accessible in our room. So we did and now I have a small space in our bedroom that is my art corner. Nothing fancy, and I have to improve it, but no more painting on the kitchen counter, YAY!
I’m just restarting this art journey (again) but I guess that’s life, right? Trying and not giving up on what we love.
